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It’s not talking about me rejecting someone. So please! OH GOD!

It’s kinda sad that i gave you a indefinite answer the other time on the phone. I’m sorry that you feel hurt and cheated. It really caught me by surprise.

After thinking about it for so long, I’ve a definite answer right now. If you ask me the same question again.

I’d say YES!

Of course i wish that it won’t just stop right there. Cause you know what i mean. =)

Finally the four day marathon was over. Exhausted. I think i had about on average 4 hours of sleep these past four days. Yes. Trying to do my last minute studying before the papers. It is always like that ain’t it? Just can’t quit this habit that i can forsee that i will do me more harm in the near future. A’s…

I simply can’t understand why people can finish revision 2 weeks before promos and did like 7 promos paper( VJ and other JCs as well) per subject. Sick~ Me? i would be so proud to say NONE! So if anybody is interested in second hand promos paper, i can sell you at a cheaper price. =)

So how was it? Like what Hong Yi wrote on the scrape paper after Fmaths ( not further maths) today, Song Bo?! It was totally horrible. Especially Fchem and Fmaths. It actually starts with a very good paper on Monday morning when majority of the J1s are sleeping soundly in their nice comfy bed. And now it ends with a horrible note.

Maybe I am lucky to say that I revise one day before, so i don’t put in much effort into Fchem and Fmaths. But Hell did everyone know that I studied till the wee hours of the morning. Going to school half asleep and the paper is gonna start in 1 hour time. Damn.. I shouldn’t have studied so much.

Anyway, it’s over. Oh Yeah~ Shall resume my Wushu training ASAP. Hands and legs are getting kinda itchy now. Especially after taking these Fsubjects. So becareful you people out there. I might vent my anger or probably stress on you. =P

Okay. So what to do next? Simply no idea. Somehow when we are having exams, we hope that exams are over ASAP. But when all papers are over, you’ll feel like there’s something missing. You are just floating aimlessly now. That’s what I am feeling right now. So anyone out there, if you have any fun activities in mind, PLEASE bring me along. =)

So woke up early that day, went to school for some boring celebration. But I really love the clips. Especially the ones by the VJC Icomp. They are really well done. Hilarious indeed and those teacher doing crazy stuff. Woo! Icomp members you guys rock! Pity that i didn’t join. Nvm. Wushu ain’t that bad. =)

So after that, went back to school. Just in time for a very screwed up celebration. It is definitely less entertaining than the ones in JC. But oh well, they are kids, what do you expect from them.

Anyway, the reason of revisiting our alma mata was actually to see our ex classmates and to some degree, our teachers of course. In another word, is just plain socialising. Hahas. Plenty of them change as they left the place. Maybe due to the relaxing of school rules in tertiary education ba.

We didn’t stay long in XMS as the teachers were lunching out at some place. So some ex classmate of mine went to Hougang Point to have our lunch and head on mindlessly to Orchard Road.

Orchard Road was pretty scary. Every junction of the street, there’s someone  know. And yes, I saw her. She changed alot. Her hair. And the distinctive feature that has changed is the way she smile. It is somehow more lively than the last time I saw her. Maybe she has overcome all her worries le ba. =) Time really flies. Bah~ Shouldn’t say much more.

So, in the end, we ended up in KFC, playing bridge and a new game that was introduced by Ramses. Quite fun actually. And we went back home after around an hour in Orchard Road as the girls went to watch Herbie~

What a nice way to celebrate Teachers’ Day..

Yes! I know it, it has been ages since i last blogged. Blame this screwed up Friendster Blogs. Was trying to log on on 31st August. But somehow it doesn’t want me to blog till today.

Anyway, had a wonderful day a day before the 31st of August. After so long~ We finally had our Senior Farewell BBQ session. Sigh~ Kinda late, but at least we did something very mengingful. Yeap. Bet they are touched. =P

Many thanks to Michelle and her Mum and maid. Without them, I don’t think the BBQ will be so enjoyable. Yeps!  If you think that they are just those BBQ that you could find anywhere around East Coast Park, then you are seriously wrong. We had much more than those caterers can offer. Hahas. Shan’t elaborate more, cause I bet you people will drool.

But there is some confusion during the purchasing of food. Michelle thought that I was a muslim and i couldn’t take pork! WTH~ She’s so dumb las.. Hahs. But anyway, food still nice. Okies, say no more about food.

Actually the BBQ is meant for a triple kill. Teacher’s Day, Senior Farewell, and of cos Ming Zhou’s Birthday. However, Guo Lao Shi, Cai Lao Shi and Chen Lao Shi couldn’t make it. Sigh~ You people don’t know how much you had left out.

It was fun starting the fire. Hahas.  Almost all J1 guys get their turn to fan the fire with high frequency and with high amplitude.  It was hilarious seeing Yao Quan in horsestance and fanning the BBQ pit. Lol, much of a relay for all of us. And the output? Strong fire of course. =)

Oh! And I never see that stringing up the sausages can be such a chore for some of them. Hahas. See Chin How commenting on how lovely the sausages are ended up!  Hahas, Ian is like giving the Buay Song face behind him. Lol~

Hmmm. While me and Michelle are preparing for the surprise farewell cake, It rained. -__-|| How nice. So we had to move everything back into the sheltered area. =( So we had a very ncie farewell BBQ under the rain. Guess that even the sky is touched by our sincerity. =P Okiez,   There you go, our Tiramisu cake from the "adorable juniors". Lol. So every senior got their turn to cut the cake. Didn’t know that they have superb skill in cutting the cakes. Hahas. Everyone is vying for the smallest portion of the cake. The cake ain’t bad lehs! Hmph~ Oh yes! Many thanks to our future junior, who helped us to make our farewell gift for our senior! Ths collage is nicely done. Very meaningful indeed! Thanks Fang Yu! =)

And after everything, It’s time to celebrate Ming Zhou’s birthday. We bought Apple strudle for him. Hahas.  Yeps. And erms, deodorant as his present. Not to imply that he is smelly, but we (Mee, Mich, Yong Chaun and me) thought that it might somehow come in handy after wushu practice. =P So once again, Happy Belated Birthday! =)

Left Michelle’s house at around 11.30. Thanks to Shang Qian for giving me a ride to Serangoon Central. =) Reached room at 12 midnight and slpt at 1. Yawns, and I had to wake up at 6 the next day for some stupid celebration at school. Not worth the trip, seriously. Time should be better spent on having a nice slp at home instead. Hahs.

Wow. I am so honoured and privileged tobe invited to the 60th Anniversary of Xinmin Secondary School. Wow! Lotsa stuff to see. but not gonna update now. Sleep time. Having performance at some uluated CC(which means rural CC– taught by Eunice).

Tired. Just feel like sleeping now. Bye guys.

Wow! First time to come across problems in blogging. Yeps. Typed alot of shit. And now it’s gone. Sigh. I don’t wanna repeat myself. As i think that it is a total waste of time.

Anyway, this school term isn’t getting anywhere. Poor results. Bad relationships with people. Stress over homeworks and management. It seems like too many things to do and there’s only 24 hours a day. Haven’t been sleeping well these days. And the thought of going to school makes me sick. Sad huh.

Anyway, just did some reflections during my lonely time on the bus. ( Since when i’m not lonely on the bus except on tuesday with Jason, Wednesday and Friday with Fang Yu and Zi Xiang) Okies. So Not much time to reflect afterall. Anyway, just thought of what I have done in the past, and i guess it really needs some fine-tuning.

That’s all folks. Hope you have fun reading about stupid stuffs in my blog.

It’s been ages since i last blogged. Anyway, plenty of events happened during these few weeks. Happy and sad. Shall not elaborate much of it as most have been covered in my pals blog.

So life still have to go on. Trying hard to survive through every lecture and tutorial. CCA, not getting anywhere. But I’m trying to occupy myself up with as many things as i can. Kayaking 2 Star course anyone? =P

Recently, thought back of the things that i have done. Both In life and in studies. And i really ponder what am I doing at this age of 17th. Some seems to have their goals set, while others are still driving mindlessly down the academic road. So which kind of person are you?

I really believe that time changes almost everything in your life. What you think of right now might not be the same as what you will think in the 10 years later. However, it is still better to set a goal for yourself. Short terms goals. Because you will never know what might be place infront of you. Thus, never commit too much towards your long term goals as it might not be what you think it will be in the end. =D

Saying so much, what am I trying to drive at? Nothin much actually, just to say that I’m going through this period of time, to fine tune everything i did before and trying to do it better. Thanks for wasting your precious time. Get your goals set and pursue it. Don’t waste your time reading my blog. =P

Only One

Yellowcard

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can’t, I can’t pick up the pieces
And I’ve thrown my words all around
But I can’t, I can’t give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there’s just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can’t, I can’t hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can’t, I can’t get up when you’re gone

And something’s breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won’t walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there’s just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there’s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

To YOU:

Yes. You know who you are. This is the first time i see you getting drunk, talking all the shit and nonsenses. It’s not a very nice feeling for me. And I’m NOW suspicious of how many times you have gotten drunk. Despite in this world where many people loves you, you did this to them. Going out with your friends is perfectly fine. I go out with my friends too. But the Shitty state when you came back is truly NOT what I believe what friends are for.

We can do many thing under the sun. Playing tennis is OK. Sentosa is alright too. Going to the beach skimply dressed. Showing some of your spare tyres, I don’t give a damn. But to go pubbing and clubbing for a 19years and 2 more days to 1 month girl, it is really intolerable. Seriously, I give a SHIT about this.

You think that you can control yourself. Now it is being proven. You CANNOT! I know that you are in a stage where you wanna show off alot of things that is within the reach of my capabilities. Yeps. So what? Getting into the shit you are in right now ain’t what I wanna be in the future. So STOP that. I won’t be impressed.

Trust is what you want to gain. But please know your limits and play by the rules. Know what you should do and what you should not. Stop doing these stupid things and not only hurt yourelf, but the ones that they care about you, love about you.

I don’t know will you give a damn about all I had said. But true enough, only a person that cares and loves you will give a SHIT of what you are doing. So please don’t let us down.